What i've done?

Previous post saying i'll work hard for my AFA midterm2...but i've ruined it.
I already knew that i'm going to fail for my coursework..just like that..
speechless towards myself. Now i'm going to suffer for my final..argh..50/60..can i make it? It all depends on my effort now.
Fighting!!!

I've quoted these phrases from mr.prem, my co. law lecturer:

1)Self praise wasn't a praise

Somehow, in this world, there's still exist these kind of people who loves to praise themselves not knowing how thick is their face.
You have owned your satisfaction doesnt mean you have done the best.
Do satisfaction really can improve you more? Think it yourself.
Be proud only if you get praise from others for "YOUR" effort..yea..your own effort..
But somehow in my opinion, not all praises from others are genuine because some of them are fake too..they just praise you for not letting you down? or they want to have some benefits from you?
Not i wanna make it till so negative..it is the real world outside.

2)See things that you couldn't see

If it's an ugly ending, i prefer not to see.
Reality is just so disgusting.
Just pretend you didn't see it and let it by passed.
but if it's a wonderful and nice thing..of course i wanna c it la^^ haha..normally in my dreams..lol =P

Today is the beginning of the month of Ghost Festival.
I've prepared myself to cook my dinner in house..not going outside to eat after 8.
wash my refrigerator..window..bought the materials from tesco.
Yea..i scare of those thing..after listening this tiger year, the thing is much more fierce..and mostly u'll meet one..n more accidents..oh!!>,< gancheong.
but today got meeting at 830pm T.T kesian aku..