what a day..

don't want to listen any complaints or arguments....anymore..
when i was having dinner just now, two of them argue again..for small little matter..
zzz..
suddenly, there's a silence..one just walk away to the living room..another one is washing the plates. what i'm doing? i'm still eating of course.
It was totally silent..just the advertisement from the tv..
Suddenly, my eyes a bit sour..force the tears back into the eyes..impossible..i mean let it evaporate..lol.
I hate watching all these "drama" or happenings around me..just hate it.
Could u all just take a step back?
It's true that two person with similarity in personality and concepts..they hardly able to attach with each other.

Ppl keep asking me why i'm single? y cant i'm single?
Is it probably "this" reason that make me scare of having another partner?
Hmm..Maybe..Perhaps..
They just don't understand..(coz i didnt share with them my stories?)
It's not a good thing to be shared tough..it's insomnia..

Don't bully my mummy!! ><
I have this wish too..bringing her to do the things she nvr encounter before..bring her for a trip outside msia..buy her a house..buy her anything..that's why i wish that i can get a good job in future.
she's not the type of mother that can go out shopping, perm her hair..having tea with her friends..whatever other "young" mother is doing.

People keep saying that they'll take care of them when they are old.
But all is just promises..not action..
They just like paying monthly "salary" for them..and "bonuses" during festive season.
Do u ever bring them out for a trip together?
I envy those families that have their family trip or whatsover.

C..i cant complain much about them since i'm not out for work now even though i have the right to voice out as a sis.

Felt released after crying all out.